Madness Sadness

“I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between.” - Sylvia Plath______________________


I'm kinda neurotic. I kinda have eating issues. I'm kinda suicidal and a handful of a bunch of other things that add to my natural neurosis. I hate feeling human.____________________I have ADHD and i'm massively depressed. I'm unmedicated so I'm fucked and no one believes there's anything wrong with me.___________________________I'm pretty reckless. I'm a control freak. Pushing limits is what I was made for. I'm just a suicidal hateful fuck.

____________________________________This blog doesn't really have any purpose other than for me to constantly blather on about my insanity. I'm really obsessed about my weight and health and fitness so that's what I'm mostly blathering on about. I'm just a lost girl on the internet trying to figure out what the hell i'm supposed to do with my worthless life. ________________________________________________________
Stats: 5'2, CW: 142-140, UGW: 120 (for now...)